When I initially started blogging, I was working my way through a divorce, struggling to build a life of my own, and trying to figure out which end was up with a lot of aspects of life. I found having my own little space of the world to document that experience and my ideas about life was an incredibly important part of my healing/growing process.
And now here I find myself over a year later in a new phase of life and enjoying so much of my time out in the real world doing and seeing and trying. It’s hard for me to write about these experiences not just because they are so incredible I lack the words to adequately describe them, but also because I’m still struggling to find the public/private balance of what I want to share and what I want to keep to myself and the people in my life.
I’m not abandoning this space in anyway, but I am thinking about how I want to use it better and to give it the time and justice it deserves. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what’s next for me–whether it’s selling my house, going after a crazy dream, or just enjoying the here & now for awhile. It’s easy to do the latter thing because life is wonderful at the present moment and maybe that should be enough, but there is a bit of pull for me to want to push towards something new and different. I have no idea what or how to get there other than to live the questions everyday and see what opportunities or possibilities pop up.